As I sit here watching my grandsons cannonball off of the sofa into their baby sister's playpen I am finding myself filled with mixed emotions. The unconditional love of grandmom "mom" and the young woman that lives within this 45 year old heart and the desire to follow all those dreams I have kept inside me. Things I want to do, stories I want to write, places I want to visit, etc... And while I don't feel that I'm on a time table, I do feel the need to jump start and DO something exciting with my life. I want to write and I want to travel and explore historic sites throughout the country. I want to do home improvement (like transforming my home to a country cottage). I want to visit my grands when they move away. I want to pack up and live in an RV and roam the country side with my husband. And I want to dive into my nook and my bookshelves and only come out for air!
I'm constantly surprised by how eccentric I am!